7.23.2010

Cutting Out the Cancer.

Yep, another has been removed from my social circle. Part of me wants to be polite and say, "Oh, what a shame!" but in all honestly, I cannot mourn the loss.

If you could combine Willoughby and Henry Crawford into a single passive-aggressive body, you would get what I am no longer associating with.

Liberating. I just worry about the girl he's latched onto. Sure, he's probably awful sweet to her now, but he was awful sweet in our beginning, too. I'm more disgusted with him than I care for her happiness, as she was once a dear friend of mine. Oh well. I only see them once a week and they're too busy oogling each other every chance they can that it's not too hard for me to avoid interaction with them.

I really hope, for her sake, that he grows a pair and a spine for this girl. Lord knows he wouldn't for me. But then, I like MEN. One day he'll be one. I hope.


ANYHOW!!! All is wonderful in my world. Going back home has been so great. I've added hours at Envy and it is going so well. Who'da thunk that the key to money making is working? Weird. Plus, bonus: I have a new manager and she is AMAZING.
I'm taking ballet again. And Jazz. I've missed dancing so much, it's wonderful to be back in the studio. When I went up to the barre, it was like seeing an old friend I hadn't realized I'd missed so much. Bittersweet.
I'm also now a CTR 6 teacher. BEST CALLING EVER. I LOVE it! You don't even understand how thrilled I am at this. I was a CTR 6 teacher when I was down at NMSU, and when I came home, they stuck me in Nursery. I pretty much wanted to commit suicide every week. I would pray on the way to church that I would get into an accident, or I'd get sick, or something horrible would happen so I didn't have to go anymore. And that's why I started going to the Single's Ward. Lesson learned, don't go to the Single's Ward, just ask to be released. Hahahaha, at any rate, I'm in Primary, which I LOVE. This is so stinkin' great. You don't even know.
And I've been called as an Enrichment committee chair. That's cool, I guess.

I'm so busy having so much fun FINALLY. I have a LIFE now. Sure, it doesn't involve any snivelers my age, but that is so totally fine. I don't miss 'em much. Haley, yes. A few kids here and there, maybe, but not enough. I LOVE life again. I'm surrounded by good, decent, honest people that want the best for me and do everything they can to help me, as I do all I can to help them. Life is GOOD.

Oh, and my two co-worker BFFs, Marty and Tamorah (omg, real names!) are dancing with me. They are auditioning with two different studios for their productions of The Nutcracker and have decided I'm doing it, too. This should be fun.
In a month or so, I'm also deliberating over joining the Tap class, too. I used to tap when I was much younger and I really liked it. I think I'll have a go. I LOVE dancing again.
I had to give it up when I was in middle school because I was presented with a choice: dance or music. Clearly, a decision was made. But now I'm in such circumstances as I can afford both. :) Oh happy day.