5.03.2011

GEEZ WITH THE DREAMS

Climbing in tunnels to open into a library full of books and children.

Tunnel
To see a tunnel in your dream, represents the vagina, womb, and birth. Thus it may refer to a need for security and nurturance.

To dream that you are going through a tunnel, suggests that you are exploring aspects of your unconscious. You are opening yourself to a brand new awareness. Alternatively, it indicates your limited perspective as in the phrase "tunnel vision". Are you being close minded or narrow minded in some issue?

To see the light at the end of a tunnel, symbolizes hope. You will navigate through life and all its difficulties with great success. Alternatively, it also indicates the end of your journey and the realization of your goals.

Library
To dream that you are in a library, signifies your search for knowledge and your hunger for ideas. You may be trying to seek out new meanings to life. You need to study and evaluate your situation before taking action. If the library is disorganized, then it suggests that too much information is coming at you at the same time. You are having difficulty sorting it all out.

To dream that you cannot find a book in the library or that the book you are looking for is already checked out, suggests that a certain aspect of your self is lacking enrichment or is under developed.

To see a library in your dream, symbolizes the knowledge you have accumulated over the years.

Children
To see children in your dream, signify an aspect of yourself and your childlike qualities. You may be retreating back to a childlike state and longing for the past. You are trying to still satisfy repressed desires and unfulfilled hopes. Perhaps there is something that you need to see grow and nurture. Take some time off and cater to the inner child within. Alternatively, the dream may be highlighting your innocence, purity, simplicity, and carefree attitude. If you are fighting with children, then it implies that you are repressing your inner child. The children could represent someone in your waking life (coworker, mate, sibling, etc.) who is acting like a child. If you see children fighting in your dream, then it means that your sense of morality and character are in conflict.

4.27.2011

Dream

aquarium:
To see an aquarium in your dream, signifies that you have acknowledged your emotions but have not yet confronted them. Thus, it may refer to your unconscious thoughts or repressed sexual desires. Also, you may feel that your life is going nowhere or that you feel it is going in circles. Alternatively, the aquarium may indicate that you need to calm down and set some time for yourself to relax and unwind.

seahorse (clear):
To see a sea horse in your dream, represents the power of your unconscious. You have a new perspective or different outlook in life. If the sea horse is invisible, then it suggests that there is an emotional issue that you are not acknowledging or recognizing.

catfish:
To see a catfish in your dream, symbolizes someone who may not appear to be who they are. Their true self may not be obvious or immediately apparent.

turtle:
To see a turtle in your dream, symbolizes wisdom, faithfulness, longevity, and loyalty. It also suggests that you need to take it slow in some situation or relationship in your life. With time and patience, you will make steady progress. Alternatively, a turtle indicates that you are sheltering yourself from the realities of life. You are putting forth a hard exterior and not letting others in. As a result, you are feeling withdrawn.

The dream:
I was with my best friend in her apartment and there was a huge aquarium. Something was wrong with it, so I tried to take some of the animals in there to another safe place. I was able to save a catfish, a see-through sea horse, and a turtle.

2.15.2011

Oh, My Life.

Things are gravy, as far as I can see.

Work:
BUSY. I'm on the board for 42 hours a week now. Which is "a whole freaking LOT" for a massage therapist. I would probably die if I did 42 hours of massage a week, but I'm averaging 15-20, which isn't bad at all. And financially, this has been a most excellent decision.
Church:
I'm a CTR 5 teacher, which is wonderful. I love my kids. I have one little girl that is now my Sacrament Meeting Lap Warmer. Hahahaha. She sits on my lap all through Sacrament and goes through the pictures on my phone. She's figured out a touchscreen phone pretty dang well. Good girl. All my kids are a riot; I've learned that no matter how prepared I am for the lesson to teach, it will NEVER happen as planned.
Dance:
I dance 5 hours a week now, 4 ballet and 1 jazz. It's been such a delicious activity. Dancing in The Nutcracker with the BRT in December was such a blast. I'd love to keep performing with them. I take classes at La Mesa as well. It's been wicked challenging adapting ballet technique between the two studios, and adjusting the training mentality that differs so much, but I like it. A most welcome challenge.
Misc.:
I now know how to change the battery in my car. I know this sounds like a mean feat, but it's stumped a few people, so I'm quite pleased with myself. Apparently a PT Cruiser is tougher than your average car to deal with. At any rate, I can do it. WOOHOO!
Misc. x2:
My little brother comes home from his mission in 15 months. I can't believe he's already been gone for 9; it feels like he left just last week. I miss the dickens out of him.

That's about it.