and he is awesome. they say he's over the top, but i don't think so. he's blunt. he's straight-forward. no sugar coating. it's refreshing.
he actually looked me in the eye and said, "you're fat."
that's what i've been telling myself all along. it's nice to hear someone else say it for once.
especially someone who's going to help me along in making fitness and exercise a new habit of mine.
and he's a great listener (when he doesn't realize he's being recorded ^_^). we were able to backtrack and see what triggered everything, identify what my REAL problem is... and we're going to work it out.
but for now, i get to wear a 20 lb vest everywhere i go, every hour of the day. since i have gained roughly 20 lbs a year for so many years, i get to wear this so i know what i'll be in a year from now if i don't change.
"at 245 pounds when you're only 22, you're going to die before you're 40."
that's a scary thought.
this is going to be hard. i'm going to not want to wake up in the morning because i know that when i do, he will be there. i will not enjoy life.
this will be fun. let's get rolling.
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