quick

I'm in the process of putting together circuits that I'll be posting on here. Should be fun. woohoo!

Snow delay today ("what snow?" I KNOW).

The gym is still something I'm addicted to, which is LOVELY. Phase 2, which I'm currently in, involves an hour of weights combined with my cardio. So I substitute a cardio hour with weights. I tried to mentally prepare myself for this by telling myself I WILL NOT CARE about the numbers on the scale this phase, but I knew I was only kidding myself. But it's a good thing I did have a half-assed effort in trying to convince myself: I've gained weight. I know that this is partly due to the fact I'm actually drinking as much water as I ought to, and also because I'm actually eating regularly. (No, I wasn't anorexic, I was just not putting much effort into finding times to eat.) So, with water and food and muscle gain, of course I'm going to gain weight. The acceptance of that is harder than I thought it would be, which is unfortunate.
The good news is that my old-lady-jelly arms aren't so jelly anymore. They're still much larger than I'd like them to be (of course) but I get satisfaction out of noticing they're firmer, if not smaller. Yay.
And I've noticed that I do a lot better emotionally and mentally if I'm not dealing with my ex anymore. Funny. So... I'm going to try to have as little contact with him as possible. Not going to the single's ward has really been helping with that.